I hate being me!

I don't see myself of a person that is extremely sensitive.
But I'm starting to.
Cuz I've realize that the people around me are not sharing the same sentiments as me whenever they say or do something inappropriate.

I guess being reclusive isn't a plus factor. I've run through names of people I know in my mind and realize that there isn't one that I can confide with.

Or maybe somewhere deep down I'm still not really comfortable in sharing my real self.

I got a feeling now that I sound pathetic.

Great.

*pants*

Am I a born recluse?

I simply just wanna hide from whatever I'm suppose to face now because I'm afraid.

And I don't even know what I'm afraid of.

I need some time off I guess. Never had any since 3 yrs back. With kids in the house, I can't just do whatever I want and not be responsible.

Desperate to be alone and yet is lonely.

crap.

The gift from above

It all happened last night. And I still get the *shivers*.

Great.

The night was evidently so fine. Browsing through sites, watching vids etc. when suddenly I heard "SPLAT!". It wasn't even "plop", it was "SPLAT!".
Scared the hell out of me though.

I turned around and then this "thing" stared at me. Straight into my eyes.

Lizard.

*looks up*

and I regret almost instantly. A huge fat "brother" of the one that fell off the ceiling to my keyboard.

*frozen with ma-mouth agape*


horrifying isn't it. thankfully both were gone when I was still in shock.

what a wonderful night. :)

Starving and yet can't sleep!

I'm going crazy!

right now

Can't seem to stomach any food when I'm hungry at late nights and yet I can't just "plop" down on the bed and *Zzzzz* as I used to.


It's so hard to survive a time like this. I need help!
*pouts*

*twinkles finger*
inner self: sleep, sleeeeeeep. SLEEEEEP!

sigh.

Nitez to those who manages to rest their minds and body and souls.
I'm so effin' jealous!

Kukup photos...

Just look at the tiny lil' crab my cousin is holding.. awwww~





At last.. I'm proud to say that I drew this.. but of course the credit should also be given to Sally for she took this picture. lolz. *she'll kill me if I don't credit her*

I am certainly certain.. Blahhhh..

I haven't been blogging recently.
Certainly certain that I have no spare time to do so.

Whut.

Excuses are pretty scary. You can actually get use to giving them so frequently and actually not mind.

Got to be fair right? If someone were to give me an excuse I can just see it right off that bloody face. I'm trying hard to not have that bloody face plastered on me. haha.

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Just got the pictures for our Kukup trip from my cousin house today.
Will upload them soon. I suppose.

My bad. rofl

errrrrrrrrrr

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I know I should have but I didn't because I forgot. four Is in a sentence, hmmm..

About the sofa incident, I sorta forgot to credit the help I received!

*kaboom*

You know, thunder scares me..
Thank you darryl and poh's beau Joey. Without your help, I wouldn't be able to get rid of the lumpy shit out of the door.

p.s. to show my gratitude, you are welcome to acquaint your butt with the sofa I have now. rofl